I brought a little pumpkin to Benjamin's grave today. It was so cute yet so sad. I wish I was taking fall pictures of him as a 2 month old baby surrounded by fall leaves and pumpkins. Instead I go to a grave asking him to watch over me and maybe send me a little brother or sister I can tell them all about him. Then can I came home and gave myself a fertility shot, am I really going to dream again? Yep this is my life, shots and graves.
Benjamin, Mommy misses you so so very much and loves you so so very much. I hope you like your fall pumpkin.
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