When I run my errands with my fake smile I feel like I am the walking dead. I have this horrible wound but no one can see it. A part of my heart died with Benjamin on 8/6/13 yet it continues to beat so no none sees my pain or my wounds. At times in public my eyes fill with tears and I pray no one can see them as I quickly turn away. I miss my baby so much it physically hurts. I hope he is watching over me to give me strength to carry on until I see him and hold him again.
Love you Benjamin
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